Wednesday, June 13, 2001

Eating Dust (June 6)

We didn't know why he left us there. Perhaps he became nervous about being caught with foreigners in his truck, or maybe he didn't feel up to dealing with us on top of his altitude sickness, or maybe his other passengers complained that there wasn't enough room. Who knows -- we were just glad that we'd left nothing more on the truck than a cheap five liter water jug. What's more, we'd gotten a free ride over a high pass and back down to a comfortable elevation to allow us to acclimatize. So we had a bowl of noodles and began waiting for our next ride.

Waiting in Mazar wasn't so bad; at first we were a little nervous about the military base and the army guys who kept asking for our passports, but then we realized they were just bored. Mostly we sat on a bench by the side of the road reading and writing, waiting for the next truck to appear over the ridge. Juliette decided that now was a good time to finally start her dreadlocks, so I spent many hours entertaining the locals by combing her hair the wrong way.

The next afternoon (and about four bowls of noodles) later we finally got a ride with a pair of Uygers going to Xiadulla -- not very far, but after two days in the cardboard village of Mazar we would have accepted a ride anywhere. As luck would have it, Xiadulla was exactly the same, only bigger -- Chinese restaurants made of pressboard lined the single road, and a large military base sat on the far edge of town.

We stayed in a guesthouse that night, and the next morning we found ourselves on the side of the road again, holding our breaths as caravans of green military trucks kicked up clouds of dust, waving as they passed to indicate they weren't going wherever we were.

One local man told us the road to Ali was closed for four more days. We'd heard enough contradictory stories already that we took this information with a grain of salt, but nevertheless our expectations of getting a ride anytime soon dipped below empty on the hope guage. We even took an afternoon off from making dreads in the dust to skip stones across the river.



"A mnemonic is something that helps you remember something else," I finished explaining.

"Oh, I see," Juliette replied. "In German we say 'donkey bridge.'"



(June 11)

Sure enough, on the fourth day we began to be suffocated by the exhaust from cargo trucks in addition to military vehicles, and a few of them even stopped for us. The first was reluctant to take us -- he was headed to Ali, with uncountable pairs of eyes peering out from the darkness of the tarp covering the truck bed. Road 219 semed to have developed its own style of public transportation, but even stuffing us in the back with the others like sardines was too risky for the jumpy driver. The next truck also carried human cargo, and the driver seemed equally nervous -- even as we discussed the price he gunned the engine to make the truck roll forward, but perhaps that was merely a negotiation tactic. Eventually we settled on a price and piled into the cab, thankful not to be crammed into the black, stifling, dusty cargo space in back. For 75 yuan each the driver had agreed to take us only as far as Hongliutan; still less than half way to Ali, but as usual we were happy to move even one village closer.

The dirt road was was in surprisingly good condition for being in the middle of nowhere, which made me curious what the military was up to on some of the side roads. The area we were crossing used to belong to India until they discovered that the Chinese had surreptitiously built a road across it in the sixties -- so uninviting was this mountain desert terrain that neither India nor China, the world's two most populous countries, had managed to settle it. Most maps these days label it as disputed territory which is "Under Chinese Administration," meaning India can't afford to sustain a border war but is still in a bad mood about the whole thing. We passed the village of Kangxiwar, which is actually just a row of military tents and a camouflage net over what looked suspiciously like a tank.

Suddenly there was a commotion from the back of the cab. One of the men, a Chinese who'd been silent until now, was speaking urgently to the driver and overturning the bags and blankets looking for something. The driver pulled over and the search continued, for what I gathered was a wallet with quite a bit of money inside. When I stepped down from the cab to use the bathroom, I turned around to find myself a few feet away from the threatening blade of a large knife, with which the missing-wallet man was threatening one of the other passengers. I discretely stepped away to pee. Eventually the situation was resolved somehow and we were back on the road, pretending this kind of thing happened every day.

By dark we arrived in Hongliutan, only too happy to pay our knife-wielding chaparones and vacate the truck. The truck stop restaurant we were dropped at was run by a friendly Uyger, the first chef I'd witnessed tasting the food as he was cooking it.



The people indiginous to southwest China are called Uygers. They were given this name, I think, because of their habit of getting your attention by shouting "Uy!", even if they're close enough to poilitely tap you on the shoulder. In spite of this jarring idiosyncracy, they're a friendly bunch by and large. By friendly I mean that I can completely fail at communicating anything with them and we both continue to smile.



Word was that a few trucks were leaving for Ali at four the next morning, so as we were too cheap to shell out ten quai each for three hours' sleep in a dorm bed, we slept out back under the stars. My sleeping bag had almost entirely shed the nauseating stench of gasoline acquired from a leaky bottle a few days before, so with the help of a crisp mountain breeze I managed to fall asleep without being overcome by the smell. The 3:30 alarm was pretty brutal, but not nearly so much as waiting in the freezing darkness for a driver whose price went up from $30 the night before to a ridiculous $120. We gave up on the truck stop and headed back to the road as the morning sun peeked over the hilltops to comfort our cold weary bodies. Also eager to comfort us were swarms of tiny biting flies, which in return for an iota of my blood left itchy welts that lasted for two weeks.

In the afternoon an army truck stopped and a handful of camouflage-clad boys climbed out. Their mission was to convince us to rest in the shade rather than hitch-hiking in the sun. Eventually we capitulated and accepted a half-kilometer ride to one of the cardboard guesthouses, where they reminded us to drink our tea if we set the glass down for more than a minute, and we took turns pointing at words in the Chinese/English dictionary in order to communicate. These boys were very funny and innocent, and didn't want us to go to Ali because it was too dangerous. One man sat with the photocopied pages for over an hour, making phrases like "wild animals," "altitude," and "no food." In turn, I pointed at "understand risk," "good health," and "food in backpack."

The days and nights passed much as before -- again and again, we met drivers who said they'd take us the next morning, but by the time we hauled our sleepy butts out of bed in the darkness of 3:30 am they'd raised their prices or changed their minds entirely. In these days we were forced to learn lessons in waiting patiently, abandoning expectations, and eating noodle soup for every meal. We made good friends with the army boys, who always seemed to have the day off for fishing. They let me drive their tractor around in circles, but wouldn't sell it to me to drive to Ali.

With so much free time on our hands, Juliette's dreadlocks were making fast progress. We joked that it wouldn't do to enter Tibet with unfinished dreads, and sure enough: after irreversibly entangling the last of her previously healthy hair, we found a truck claiming they were leaving that very evening to Ali. We ran to grab our backpacks, said a teary goodbye to our closest Army buddy, and tried to let go of expectations. Good thing too, because in fifteen minutes they'd already decided to drive us only to Dolmar instead of Ali. Once again we weren't in a great bargaining position -- it was going on our fifth night in this stagnant Chinese army base truck stop and we felt about one day away from giving up and hitching in the other direction. So we quickly filled our pot with leftover rice from the restaurant and climbed aboard what was to be the most difficult ride in our lives.